Zenab Khan- My Childhood Pal.

There i was siting idle. Looking plainly at the wall opposite to me. Unknowing of what life would bring to me. It was just a sudden jolting action that brings me to the consciousness that there must be something more than this.

Recalling the good times i have had. The first and foremost thing i am reminded of is my blessed childhood. There’s no way i can stop myself from  this. And when you recall your childhood, it’s your childhood friend who comes to your brain. Bold, caps , italicized her name goes- ZENAB KHAN ! ! !

And my heart and brain together moulds itself to that first day of school, the first hour, first moment with someone. My childhood buddy. I can go ga ga for her the whole day and night and it would still not be enough. yes, that’s how it goes. the only name i recall in times of happiness and sadness. not every relation i have is this special. You are that one dear to me Zenab.

20 years of absolute bliss!! 20 years of pure friendship. 20 years of smiles and laughters. 20 years of all struggles fought. 20 years of happiness and not a single fight. 20 years of love redefined. 20 years of simplicity. 20 years of awesomeness. 20 years of closeness. 20 years of thew wind bringing us closer. 20 years of uncertainty. 20 years of something. 20 years of an unexplained joy. 20 years of a reason-less relationship. 20 years of this undemanded, unquestionable duos.

Guys, these are the incredible 20 years of our FRIENDSHIP.

“MARYAM KHATOON & ZENAB KHAN”.

Every time we were together, it made me forget the sanity of life and jolts me in a world of euphoria, like time has suddenly got it’s reason to smile, like everything has suddenly been brought to halt. like life coming closer, like falling stars from the sky ,Like i am talking not with my mouth but with my heart, like there are no ears listening to me, a heart listens.

Like i know the boundaries of my world. Not once did we fought in these 20 years. When together like everything fell in it’s place. No pain left to be healed, no wounds left to be removed. Like an all new of everything. Close your eyes and this busy world will come to a beautiful; standstill.

Like you can not find a stop to stop the conversation. the river and stream dont stop to flow, inspired by the energy of this bond inspired by the force between elements of this diverse world. Everything coming close like it never did before. Like the emotion got a new color, a new wave of communicating , a new of everything that your eyes can envision.

Thanks for being there 🙂

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Living a Dream

This whole week or probably a little more, had been one big time FUN. It was a cousin’s wedding. The pre and post wedding events kept me so occupied. Perhaps, leaving no time for any sleep. During this whole period, I understood something beautiful- The purity of this bond called  Marriage. It is enchanting to think for myself , getting into the same bond with someone,someday. My HERO. All of this made me summarise my feelings here.

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I  dream of a day
The best day of my life.
Profoundly indulging my senses
For the most memorable day of my life.

When we will tie bonds of tender love
And caress the sweet laden memories.
The grandeur of your presence will suffice all my life.

My svelte existence clad in a beautiful red
Golden necklace adorning my petite neck.
Lips in light pink and fingers with pretty rings.
Long black hair shimmering as silk.

My palms decorated with henna.
Its color dark and defining.
Upto me elbow the design follows
My subsistence will always keep shining.

My eyes lowered
I’ll wait for you
To have you by my side
Rekindling my sentiments for you.

I promise to be your’s forever
My life in this world and hereafter.
I’ll be your soulmate
My undying love will be your shelter.

The curls of my hair bouncing around my back
My eyes in delirium
Will gaze at the softness of your commitment

Trinkets in my ears will dance with my moves
Red bangles melodiously calling you.
Multicolour their appearance
To add subtlety to my feelings

That day I will  tell you
How much I loved you.
That I veiled myself from every eye
For this day that my beauty is for you.

Illuminating my soul
For the King of My Dreams
I had never let my being into flaunt
For I am yours, and only your’s.

The chastity of my emotions
Will fuel our togetherness.
You will be my life
My soul, my love, my happiness.

I’ll be quiet
My eyes will speak.
I’ll love you sincerely
I’ll be true to your being.

Coverting myself in you
From the breaches of life.
You’ll be my wall
Protecting from all sides.

I think I know you
Vaguely from my dreams.
Destiny will make us meet someday
A heart throb would feel.

That day will be special
Bringing solemnity of our love
And Trueness of our beings
Two bodies, one soul to keep.

Hand in hand
Walking the path called Life.
We will build a nest of Love,call it home
Where cordiality shall reside.

So much I pondered of you
In long starry nights.
To watch the sky together
And feel our warmth.

To silently whisper
Cuddling the togetherness
You will utter
The passion of love.

All my dreams
Set for future.
When I find my man
A marvellous marriage to occur.

I foresee, a life with him
Who will make me complete.
Yes I am a dreamer
And I dream of a face unseen.

But I believe in the sanctity of Marriage
Showered upon with grace of God.
Welcoming an eternal relationship
Collecting blessings from the Almighty.

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